Troubled…..

Finally after doing this for nearly half a year then I realized how hard it is…
it’s sort of wearing me out day by day…without me knowing that…
without time for myself to reflect at times….
To be honest, it’s really really hard to put, to commit yourself in so many things in one time, without time for yourself.
Even you asked for those precious time for yourself, you’ll soon find out that it’s impossible to do that, you’ll need to pay a price for it.
Friends are getting further away from you….lost……
Really missed those time spending with my brothers. No worries, no commitment, the feeling of being free…….
No one to help me, and yet the things to do are piling up by the minutes.
Problems and worries piling up by the minutes…
I wonder will this kill me or not, indirectly or directly, I think I’ll know later in my life…
Just hope one day all this problems and worries will fade away…….
Waiting for that day to come…..

3 Responses to “Troubled…..”

  1. Ah Yan Says:

    I know how you feel.

    But you sounds disappointed.

    Anyway, add oil lah. You can do it.

  2. MeNg Z Says:

    oi
    wont kill u.
    everyone facing that.

    i wish i could have more time also.

    as we grow. we will face this shit.

    haha
    find me puff if u free,if i a free too.

    ahah

  3. Jim Says:

    anyway just wanna say,
    if it ain’t gonna kill you, then it’ll make you stronger then.

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